I know I don't post as often as most of you, but I am quiet by nature. I follow my grandfathers only piece of advice to me, "God gave you two eyes and two ears, but only one mouth, remember to watch, read, and listen twice as much as you talk." I truely enjoy reading all the posts. I am learning much about farming I didn't know; without this forum I might not even have realized my lack of knowledge. I farmed all of my childhood with my parents and canned the food at the end of it. I hated farming so much I joined the Corps, because they at least got to sleep in till 5 am. Now, as a forty-one year old teenager I finally understand the joy, hard work, and strength of working a 2 acre plot that is all I can do on my own. Heck, one day I may even break down and buy a tractor instead of tearing up and repairing my troy-bilt tiller every year. Being single, I have no idea how i would keep any of this if TSHTF, despite 8 years in the 1st Bat, 9th Mar (the real "walking dead"). I guess I could always bugout till the leather fell apart on my feet, but this place seems to have accepted my roots and I would hate to leave. As for losing members, my childhood Pastor once told us, "I would rather preach to one soul who need to hear my words, than a church full of those who were wondering where to eat lunch after the service."